To the other side of somewhere

 I always knew I outlived you a day too many...  Today is the day I am most inclined to think that way, because you left this day many many years ago...  You just... don't exist anymore...

 Great... My stomach hurts... They were just joking but the idea of another friend thinking "bad" of me really bothered me...  I'm a horrible person... I should just shut the fuck up...