Hard truths
I think I just want people to like me... I desperately want that... Maybe because I didn't feel loved or wanted growing up, which made me think I didn't deserve to be loved... I still think there's nothing lovable in me... But I still need people to like me, and shower me with attention and care, even when I feel I'm deceiving them into doing it... I'm an attention whore, and a drama queen, and a complete nuisance So I try to fight that need, and try to isolate myself so I'm less of a burden to people... Because I don't deserve their love and attention, and they don't deserve to be bothered by me...