Uselessness

 I always feel like I'm useless, but lately I am even feeling that way in game...

Today I finally decided to leave my clan and go solo for a while. I'm pretty sure they won't take it all that well, but I'm so tired, so fed up. 

I tried talking to a friend about it and he didn't quite understand me. I am pretty sure he got mad... I just wanted him to get what I was saying and feeling, but... Well, I do understand how he must have been feeling too, though... But, I felt misunderstood and alone...

And that made me feel worse, which in turn made me angry... 

I had a heartfelt and honest statement about how I was just gonna take a break from the clan and stuff, but instead I just wrote on clan chat in game that I was leaving because I'm not contributing anything anymore, and thanked them...

I also logged out of my discord... I don't want to talk to anyone, I don't want to feel that misunderstood and alone again... 

I'm sorry, but I'm tired, and I feel so useless and alone and angry...