Anxiety

 It feels like a raging sea at night

It drags you and pulls your head underwater, tossing you around, spinning you uncontrollably

There is no up or down anymore

No light

No sounds but that of the waves crashing and crushing against you...

The ocean pulls you, embraces you, surrounds you, fills you...

There is nothing else but it's immensity

And you are just a single soul... Nothing but a grain of sand, of which the bottom has billions...

And you are tired... And there is no escaping it... It hurts to fight it... And the ocean just wants you in it.. No one else...

Maybe if you let it swallow you whole... Maybe you don't have to fight it, but let it take you...

Maybe the ocean is just the answer