He answered "keep it simple"...

I'm still debating if I should tell him that it would be oh so simple!, that I just need a knife, running water, and a quiet place...

But that would worsen the situation, wouldn't it? 

I shouldn't have written to him, really... This is not supposed to be the relationship he wants and I knew it, but still had to do it..

My fault.

I'll just erase the message and blame it on the lack of sleep...

(Or maybe he did understand and is condoning suicide...? Wouldn't that be something...? No use on thinking about it now, I erased the message already so I can't ask him)

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