So...
The key point in my plan is to avoid hurting other people. Specially people that care about me...
Everytime I think what I would do and how, I also think of the people that would be deeply hurt by me doing it: Bf... my parents, my brothers... My bff, a couple of other friends... Him, maybe (although he would have no way of finding out, really, I'll just be gone the same way I came into his life).
And then, the moment passes and I can breathe again.
But... What if I were to splendidly fuck up every one of those relationships, on purpose, so I can be free to carry out my plans without feeling guilty anymore?
Of course my family would be devastated, but they would be fine eventually, won't they?
And the others... Well, if I did everything right and ruined those relationships correctly, they would only think about me for a moment and be done...
Not a perfect plan, but it could work...
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