I got mad...

Yes, again...

And then, I was scolded... Sort of...

So I got even madder...

When the opportunity came, I just took it and ignored everyone else...

They kept sending me messages and I just ignored every one last of them.

No need to get nasty at people just because I cannot control my sudden humour shifts...

Didn't take my painkillers...

So I may be getting into my usual selfdestruct spyral...

On another note... Painkillers are analgesics, right? They do not refer to drugs for mental health... right? Because last time I was talking about painkillers, some people were kind of concerned about my mental state and health, so that was seriously confusing...

Or maybe they just thought I was mentally unstable because of what I said... 

Whatever it was, I was told to thank and ignore, so I did... But I keep thinking about that weird interaction... 

Still, gotta move on or I'll reach a point I don't want to be in right now...

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