Dangers

 And then, the moment passes... I miss my chance...

And then, after eating something, I realize the severity of those thoughts... 

It's dangerous to be hungry

It's dangerous to let my mind roam free while I haven't eaten when I'm supposed to...

You'd think that would be enough to avoid doing something I'll regret, but it doesn't work like that...

In the moment, nothing else exists

Nothing else matters

There is no escape

There is no other choice

If nothing stops the sea, it will drag me into it and swallow me whole...

And I don't have the strength to get out of the crashing waves.

I'm tired

I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of feeling, I'm tired of thinking...

And the ocean understands... It calls you to its violent embrace. 

No empty promises. Just release...